Saturday, September 29, 2007

Love Revisited

It’s been such a long time I have contributed anything to the blog, and so I’ll write again on the topic that got me maximum comments. Let’s talk about love gain. I’m not writing this to brew more comments at the blog, but to express my feelings on love, specially now, and for someone really special. As usual I won’t trade in names and I’ll say this again, I write for myself. If you enjoy or seek literary or any form of artistic pleasure out of this, I’ll take that as a compliment on my sincerity of expression. Because we all share same instinctive feelings and can relate to them. Don’t we do that in books & movies?

I’m in love & gladly with someone who shares the same passion & intensity as I do. How did this all happen? It all looks like a mirage now. It just happened. We talk & talk & talk. And then sometimes I feel how we could understand each other so intuitively. It feels as if we are meeting after a long break, “Where have you been?” that’s what I asked her too. And she in her typical coquettish manner replies, “I was here waiting for you naa”. Is it her childlike innocence or is it her happy-go-lucky attitude or is it her simplicity or is it her thoughts which reinvigorate all my senses or is it just her smile. I don’t know what I fell for. But I feel blessed.

Sometimes I wonder, will things remain as charming as now between us forever. But then I feel like going with the flow. Its like river-tubing, you just flow with the river & then after some time you don’t seek to challenge the river’s course but start enjoying the scenes it brings to you. I wish this river keeps flowing like this forever & brings to us more & more beautiful vistas.
For the first time, I’ve also started to feel more responsible in life. It feels that your decisions ricochet her life too and hers yours. But the real beauty is in the fact that it doesn’t feel like yielding yourself to someone else. It feels like having someone for whom you were building all the time, building your aspirations, your dreams and your life. Didn’t I say you don't love a woman because she is beautiful; she is beautiful because you love her.

I’m glad I never love with my mind. And I hope I never do. So welcome back to the thought garden. And today I’ve again sown some more romantic seeds. After all what’s this world without love. Love makes a house a home, and it makes this planet our world. Keep me inspired…